When I was sixteen, I went on a short-term mission trip to Guatemala with my church. At the time, I was prayerfully discerning whether God was calling me to long-term missionary service. During that trip, I observed the life and ministry of a faithful missionary family, and I became even more confident that God was leading me in that direction.
On the plane ride home from that trip, one of my friends handed me a book she had just finished reading. It was the story of a young girl who, fresh out of high school, stepped out in faith to be a missionary to Africa. Knowing that I had expressed a similar calling, she encouraged me to read that book and any other missionary stories I could get my hands on. I followed her counsel and quickly became even more enthralled with the lofty next steps these memoirs seemed to be inviting me into. Story after story seemed to confirm the same truth—a life of missionary service would be challenging, excruciatingly so at times due to the brokenness of this world, and it would be compelling, simply because Jesus is sufficient and faithful.
Walking away from those stories, I looked to these men and women in the history of missions as spiritual heroes for my personal journey toward obedience. But if those missionaries were to tell their own tales, I am confident that they would have said, “I’m not a hero; I’m just a servant. The hero of this story, and every story worth telling, is Jesus. He is the one who does the work; I just get to watch.” [1]
Just two years later and fresh out of high school, my walk with Jesus led me to live in one of the most densely populated cities in South Asia. There was so much of me that wanted to grow up into the picture of a missionary hero I had in my mind, but it was there, on those busy, crowded streets that Jesus met me, humbled me, and began to dismantle my romanticized understanding of missionary identity. Since then, I have sought to understand more carefully what Scripture teaches about missions and missionaries, both for my own obedience and for anyone the Lord may call through my influence.
